It literally takes Azith to calm me down and help remind me that, you know...I'm not just words to others. There are people who will be around even after all the time I've been away doing work. I want to animate, and I got worried that all the time away from friends while working would force me alone from everyone else, yet, friends will stick around. I'm not a novelty and no one hates me for not being around so much.

He suggests that I give wip gifs and just little things in between actual work on my stuff and to just...talk to others, and I'm suggested to take time off for others. I just figured working my ass off would make things quicker, only to realize, it'll burn me out more quickly as well. So, gonna try some scheduling

I'm sorry again to all of you, especially my close friends, but I will totally work and I'll try to socialize more. It's not easy with being anxious and all that, and I'll have a lot more down moods. But I'll keep working, and try to balance things <3

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