it's almost a year that you've been here right by my side, been through hardships and joy together, i just want to say

i'm sorry i don't work on our relationship that much
i'm sorry that i don't always show that i care
i'm sorry i don't always clean up the mess that i made and it made you really angry sometimes
i'm sorry i'm not always okay, i made you worry a lot
i'm sorry i don't always give gifts because i was such a lazy-ass unlike you, you gave me things uncountable
i'm sorry i always hurt your feelings back then a lot and i played with your heart

there's a lot of bad things and horrible act that i did to you in the past that for others are intolerable and evil

i thought after what I've done you would not forgive me and you'll leave me

yet, you still accepted me, love me just the way i am, and always be there for me

i'll try my best to do what i can do to always make you happy, keeping your precious smile and positivity, because it means a lot for me and others around you

being with you is best gift that have ever given to me

PS: I know this thing that i made is not as much as the things that you give to me but i hope you like it (and yes i use reference for these, how pathetic,,)

love ya always  razuya.torazaki