went out & spent a lot of money on common unfun necessities so I could box them up & squeeze them in my little car, my dads still going to have to use his truck to drive my mattress down like, not this weekend but the weekend after that, so until then once I move I'll be sleeping in a sleeping bag, but Im FINALLY going to move away from the place that Ive wanted to leave since I was 14!!!!!!! I love my parents but they were not good to me growing up & no matter how much they continue to improve that feeling still lingers when Im around them & me being around them is just generally damaging to my psyche

im gonna miss my cat though, & after I make the security deposit money is going to be a little touch-and-go-ey so heres hoping it will all turn out & another last-minute cancellation or failure doesnt turn up again because I dont know if I can take another, emotionally