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note: not a dream. You can ask Kai. Telling ya my experience while awake.

The other night I was having quite the trouble sleeping. I think I was able to catch about 30 minutes when kaioku came home and awakened me. I tend to be a rather dangerous person being woken up, unfortunately, so usually people stay as super quiet as they can (I am a sleepwalker). It was really weird though because I was awake this time around. Ohhh, was I angry. Ohhh, could I feel this strange overwhelming feeling bubbling to punch everything. But also, I was petting my own head? I was laying on top of my head petting myself, calming myself, as some transparent ghosty thing.

"shhhh, it is okay. You just woke up. It is okay. Shhhhhh, it is just Kai and Kitties. Shhh put your hand down now. go sleeps. shshshshs sleeeeps. No punch. No punch."

I could feel myself petting my own head. Being on my own head. at the same time of feeling the petting. doing the petting. I could hear myself talking to myself despite the only thing the other me did was Grr and feel the urge to punch or bite the things that moved. ANd also feel the concern of awake uluri trying to calm it all.