Random Short Things

Death is but yet another life
You know there’s no point when you can’t even trust yourself
Sorrow becomes hate, hate becomes eternity
The people we don’t know at all we know the most
I have fallen so deep nothing can bring me back from under
Because somehow, somewhere, I still have a little heart left. Fuck.
I ripped my skin open and let it all out
If I die the pain will go away. Maybe
I’m always the piece of shit guys use until they find something better
Maybe tonight will be the night I die
I hate everyone, yet why do I care so much
I hope the drugs keep eating at your mind till there’s nothing left
Everything’s impossible, till it’s done
I talk in my head too much
I just wanted the sting
I need the “just do it mentality” to get myself to start something and push myself to start
So you ever wonder if the world exists behind you?
The corrupt take over the innocent, there’s nothing left
When even the good memories start to hurt
Today I got abandoned again, what’s wrong with me?
Anything can work, the question is, can YOU make it work
Sometimes I just want to disappear, why don’t I just wanna die? Do I just like all the horrible pain?

And
To everyone
I’m sorry
I’m sorry for not being good enough

Nobody wants to LISTEN
Got a bad urge to rip my heart outta my chest. And to cry. Oh, to cry. But who could I ever tell that to?
No one can break me. They can only add cracks. I’m already broken
I’m happy, but I still feel empty? Happiness is fleeting
I’ll still be here when you aren’t, and then, I’ll be left to pick up all the pieces

Sometimes I’ll look and all I can see is the light getting dimmer and dimmer until there’s nothing but darkness

Emotion is all I have left. Eternal until upon death