i've been a bit off the last couple days.... i learned an old friend and EX was killed about 5 months ago found out on their birthday too.
I've never had a friend die before...so i dont really know how to feel....I mean....we hadn't been close in years.....but...they were still a friend...and we had just started reconnecting too
they dissapeared one day...and they suffered from depression and were known to vanish from time to time...so i thought that was just it......then their birthday pops up the other day i see they are back and thought they came back so i go to wish them a happy birthday only to find out they were dead.....
its just so surreal... i'm sad....but i am not crying......is there something wrong with me? i just feel kinda......empty.......usually i wear my emotions on my sleeve...but.....not this time....i dont know how i should react....i cared about them very much........the day they died i think i was actually talking to them just before it happened too....the last time i talked to them was the last day they saw.....it was a horribly unfortunate accident for them....i was hoping we could be good friends again... but i guess that will never happen now.... ~_~


so this is dedicated to her..... i will miss her very much..... and i wish we had more time to get reacquainted

Marjory Warrenne
Born August 30, 1982 - April 10, 2017