Thought I may play it cool like this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/225970/ , in actuality, I feel more like this inside. Alone, in a world that after all these years, still seems so alien to me. Love is just some cruel joke, an illusion that I reach out for, only to grasp a handful of rusty nails. Sometimes I envy the love and happiness I see others attain. Sometimes I just want to stop caring.