school has been both wonderful and incredibly destructive in terms of its impact on my mental health. I love every minute of it, but these thoughts keep rattling around in my head whenever I make a mistake or say something dumb. I don't feel like I should have been accepted into this program, I am a dead weight, I was misjudged.

anyway, vent art.

Some of these little snippets aren't 100% what I've been thinking, but they're the closest I could come to capturing them in one word. Didn't feel like full explanations for everything would suit the piece, hah.