okay, so...
chris, in order to save the world... must meet all 6 of the elemental spirits on rodainia...
in the 4 basic elements fire, earth, wind, and water, he slowly gains chaos... or becomes infected with it...
the transformation is excruciatingly painful...
(top right pic) i drew his eyes kinda like he is in super pain.. numb with the super painess!!!
(bottom right) chris "feeling" chaos is about to transform... into his chaotic self...
(whole left) chaotic chris.. with his cursed blades... his eyes darken... the "I" on his armor dulls to a midnight black... ears gain a dark extension.. and personality turns completly different person...
eventually fieora finds the way to reduce chris back to his normal state... but it takes a lengthy fight!!!

from a journal that i wrote in while i was once in love:
"today, i was hurt because of my un-returned love... this guy, stole her from me... she was gunna sit next to me in the auditorium and chat with me... but he came... and called her another row back... they talked the whole time and totally ignored me.. when i tried to speak to her.. he quickly silenced me by saying 'you are not worthy of her ears' to this i was crushed... i turned around face forward.. as they gabbed behind me.. i felt a darkness that i had never felt well up inside me... this guy is talking to my love... and he is winning her over... i wanted to kill him so bad.. i felt the chaos.. and i felt the hate... i was going to go insane.. filled with hate i clutched myself... i had to hold it in to protect my purity... then when i couldnt take it anymore... i felt a warm familiar hand on my shoulder.. it purged the darkness from me... it was none other than my love... she only did it because it was time to go.. but i was free... everytime he was around... i began to feel that darkness grow... but her eyes, somthing about them cleared the darkness... every single time..."