
Timeline/Quality of my life since 2004
Since I did one in last year and the year before, let's not break a trend,, shall we?
Take a look if you wish to know the history and backstory of my life and how I came to be who I am today...
And since I laid it out like this, I am only just now realizing that the first letters of the months from July to November spell the name "JASON"... How the fuck did I not notice it before? Koolio.
Anyways... quality of life is measured by how far above or below the yellow line the red line is through time. The higher, the better. The lower, the worse my life was at that time.
The number at the lower right of the years is simply the age I turned that year. It's meant to be at the D for December but... Yeah....
The yellow Xs are major or influential events in my life. I will go over them briefly here in the description. Got that?
#0- Early 2004. I've been diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome. It was pretty terrible at first. It won't be until age 16 that I become deemed "fit for independence"...
#1- Mid 2005- Well if y'all remember, 2005 was not a good year for weather. With Katrina and stuff... It was then that I start believing in my strongest goal in life to be a meteorologist. However, nowadays, it's looking less likely that it will ever happen...
#2- Summer 2006- Moved from Casper, WY to Fort Collins, CO.
#3- September/October 2006- The rise of the one and only skill I have in life- writing.
#4- December 2007- Becoming engrossed in Pokemon is a thing here.
#5- January 2008- The last time I have ever seen my father in person.
#6- March 2008- Yeah 2008 is infamous for its recession thing. Well with that probably being the cause of my mom losing and losing stability in general is... not good.
#7- June 2008- So... We moved from Fort Collins, CO to Brighton, CO with a few of my mom's friends because we did not really have any other options..
#8- July 2008- Poisoned by those said people. Bastards. I dunno if I have actually ever recovered from that...
#9- August 2008- So uh... Probably the worst school day of my life due numerable and personal reasons... Um...
#10- September 2008- Diagnosed with depression. And I do still have it. It won't go away...
#11- November 2008- On the road to recovery, starting with the move from Brighton, CO to Gelnrock, WY.
#12- Summer 2009- Well I suppose there is no shame in admitting that the whole puberty thing started affecting me here? Looking back, sexuality, furriness and that instigated here.
#13- March 2010- Life actually starts improving. I do often wonder why that happened. A strange violent trend started in me for some reason..
#14- June 2010- Time to start fighting my depression while my life is at a peak!
#15- October 2010- You can thank this time for giving me a computer for the first time that would aid me in finding my way through the Internet and where I stand now.
#16- November 2010- Moving from Glenrock, WY to Casper, WY. Oh. And furry porn discovered for the first time, for the record :P
#17- March 2011- Started to TRY and find my way to the Internet somehow..
#18- June 2011- Heard the concept of furries for the first time.
#19- October 2011- Amidst the start of high school, I create my fursona, Aero. His birthday is in three days now, actually...
#20- December 2011- Obtained a Youtube account. Crucial to today, that's what it is!
#21- February 2012- My first Youtube video is live! It's the worst thing in the history of history, but... ugh...
#22- November 2012- Discovered the furry fandom.
#23- January 2013- Signed up for FurAffinity and joined the furry fandom.
#24- June 2013- Starts my first major writing project. Also, why is my life not good anymore???
#25- September 2013- The worst decision of my entire life. The War on Love begins. Phase I.
#26- November 2013- My health just drops dramatically. I STILL dunno what happened here! I end up losing 30 pounds in only a month!!
#27- February 2014- By far the lowest point my life has ever gotten, I finish my writing project as things refuse to go well at all. War on Love. Phase II. The Failures.
#28- April 2014- My health starts bouncing back after a pretty disastrous check up...
#29- June 2014- My first job. McDonald's! Also met a new guy... To start Phase III of the War on Love. The Loneliness.
#30- December 2014- For my 18th birthday, I redesign Aero to whom you see now, to symbolize surviving the worst year of my life.
#31- January 2015- First tastes of college.
#32- February 2015- Purging of my original DeviantArt account. This fandom is WAY beyond toxic there. People think FA is bad... They have not seen SHIT! The War on Love. Phase IV. The Solitude, begins.
#33- June 2015- High school graduation baby! And job at Walmart. The first one of course.
#34- October 2015- The worst event in my entire life. Being cheated on. If you knew the circumstances here... you would understand why I would say that...
#35- December 2015- Dropped out of college to pursue a new lover. Pretty bad mistake in retrospect. The War on Love. Phase V. The Atrophy starts...
#36- February/March 2016- Moved from Casper, WY to Sierra Vista, AZ to pursue that one. But.. this. This was not MY target... It just will not end...
#37- June 2016- After financial collapse, I am forced to return to Walmart... And just to pour salt in my wounds, it was not a fun job to endure 14 months of...
#38- September 2016- Money problems force me to part ways with my mom. She moves back to Wyoming, then Iowa, leaving me behind in Arizona to pursue my goals... Alone.
#39- December 2016- My purpose in Arizona disappears forever. My life is quickly becoming devoid of purpose or anything to keep me going now... Begin The War on Love, Phase VI. The Final Gambit.
#40- Early 2017- A snow leopard would come and make me feel better... At least a little bit. My last glimmer of hope to try and reclaim my life.
#41- June 2017- I am united with that snow leopard as he bravely leaves home to be with me.. Begin the War on Love. Phase VII... The White Flag....
#42- August 2017- He rescues me from Arizona. Sierra Vista, AZ to Thornton, CO.
#43- October 2017- The snow leopard and I aren't totally together anymore. We kind of are, but not. So... it is only now I realize that the War on Love is 100% futile, and a fight I will never win, and will never be meant to. I have destroyed my life because of it. So this is where I surrender. And end it once and for all.
Now... It is time to focus on my life. But what do I do? How do I do this... Where to start...? ...Let's find my purpose in life. And try to pick up the pieces and make me whole once more....
So... Let's make the future a good one. And now that my priorities are clear. And I now refuse to be blinded by desperation ever again. Maybe I can undo the damage and claim what is rightfully mine...
Welp. That's my story. It takes a lot for me to semi-publicly post what it is to you guys... Hope you do not mind.
Now... Let's see what I can write about...
Take a look if you wish to know the history and backstory of my life and how I came to be who I am today...
And since I laid it out like this, I am only just now realizing that the first letters of the months from July to November spell the name "JASON"... How the fuck did I not notice it before? Koolio.
Anyways... quality of life is measured by how far above or below the yellow line the red line is through time. The higher, the better. The lower, the worse my life was at that time.
The number at the lower right of the years is simply the age I turned that year. It's meant to be at the D for December but... Yeah....
The yellow Xs are major or influential events in my life. I will go over them briefly here in the description. Got that?
#0- Early 2004. I've been diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome. It was pretty terrible at first. It won't be until age 16 that I become deemed "fit for independence"...
#1- Mid 2005- Well if y'all remember, 2005 was not a good year for weather. With Katrina and stuff... It was then that I start believing in my strongest goal in life to be a meteorologist. However, nowadays, it's looking less likely that it will ever happen...
#2- Summer 2006- Moved from Casper, WY to Fort Collins, CO.
#3- September/October 2006- The rise of the one and only skill I have in life- writing.
#4- December 2007- Becoming engrossed in Pokemon is a thing here.
#5- January 2008- The last time I have ever seen my father in person.
#6- March 2008- Yeah 2008 is infamous for its recession thing. Well with that probably being the cause of my mom losing and losing stability in general is... not good.
#7- June 2008- So... We moved from Fort Collins, CO to Brighton, CO with a few of my mom's friends because we did not really have any other options..
#8- July 2008- Poisoned by those said people. Bastards. I dunno if I have actually ever recovered from that...
#9- August 2008- So uh... Probably the worst school day of my life due numerable and personal reasons... Um...
#10- September 2008- Diagnosed with depression. And I do still have it. It won't go away...
#11- November 2008- On the road to recovery, starting with the move from Brighton, CO to Gelnrock, WY.
#12- Summer 2009- Well I suppose there is no shame in admitting that the whole puberty thing started affecting me here? Looking back, sexuality, furriness and that instigated here.
#13- March 2010- Life actually starts improving. I do often wonder why that happened. A strange violent trend started in me for some reason..
#14- June 2010- Time to start fighting my depression while my life is at a peak!
#15- October 2010- You can thank this time for giving me a computer for the first time that would aid me in finding my way through the Internet and where I stand now.
#16- November 2010- Moving from Glenrock, WY to Casper, WY. Oh. And furry porn discovered for the first time, for the record :P
#17- March 2011- Started to TRY and find my way to the Internet somehow..
#18- June 2011- Heard the concept of furries for the first time.
#19- October 2011- Amidst the start of high school, I create my fursona, Aero. His birthday is in three days now, actually...
#20- December 2011- Obtained a Youtube account. Crucial to today, that's what it is!
#21- February 2012- My first Youtube video is live! It's the worst thing in the history of history, but... ugh...
#22- November 2012- Discovered the furry fandom.
#23- January 2013- Signed up for FurAffinity and joined the furry fandom.
#24- June 2013- Starts my first major writing project. Also, why is my life not good anymore???
#25- September 2013- The worst decision of my entire life. The War on Love begins. Phase I.
#26- November 2013- My health just drops dramatically. I STILL dunno what happened here! I end up losing 30 pounds in only a month!!
#27- February 2014- By far the lowest point my life has ever gotten, I finish my writing project as things refuse to go well at all. War on Love. Phase II. The Failures.
#28- April 2014- My health starts bouncing back after a pretty disastrous check up...
#29- June 2014- My first job. McDonald's! Also met a new guy... To start Phase III of the War on Love. The Loneliness.
#30- December 2014- For my 18th birthday, I redesign Aero to whom you see now, to symbolize surviving the worst year of my life.
#31- January 2015- First tastes of college.
#32- February 2015- Purging of my original DeviantArt account. This fandom is WAY beyond toxic there. People think FA is bad... They have not seen SHIT! The War on Love. Phase IV. The Solitude, begins.
#33- June 2015- High school graduation baby! And job at Walmart. The first one of course.
#34- October 2015- The worst event in my entire life. Being cheated on. If you knew the circumstances here... you would understand why I would say that...
#35- December 2015- Dropped out of college to pursue a new lover. Pretty bad mistake in retrospect. The War on Love. Phase V. The Atrophy starts...
#36- February/March 2016- Moved from Casper, WY to Sierra Vista, AZ to pursue that one. But.. this. This was not MY target... It just will not end...
#37- June 2016- After financial collapse, I am forced to return to Walmart... And just to pour salt in my wounds, it was not a fun job to endure 14 months of...
#38- September 2016- Money problems force me to part ways with my mom. She moves back to Wyoming, then Iowa, leaving me behind in Arizona to pursue my goals... Alone.
#39- December 2016- My purpose in Arizona disappears forever. My life is quickly becoming devoid of purpose or anything to keep me going now... Begin The War on Love, Phase VI. The Final Gambit.
#40- Early 2017- A snow leopard would come and make me feel better... At least a little bit. My last glimmer of hope to try and reclaim my life.
#41- June 2017- I am united with that snow leopard as he bravely leaves home to be with me.. Begin the War on Love. Phase VII... The White Flag....
#42- August 2017- He rescues me from Arizona. Sierra Vista, AZ to Thornton, CO.
#43- October 2017- The snow leopard and I aren't totally together anymore. We kind of are, but not. So... it is only now I realize that the War on Love is 100% futile, and a fight I will never win, and will never be meant to. I have destroyed my life because of it. So this is where I surrender. And end it once and for all.
Now... It is time to focus on my life. But what do I do? How do I do this... Where to start...? ...Let's find my purpose in life. And try to pick up the pieces and make me whole once more....
So... Let's make the future a good one. And now that my priorities are clear. And I now refuse to be blinded by desperation ever again. Maybe I can undo the damage and claim what is rightfully mine...
Welp. That's my story. It takes a lot for me to semi-publicly post what it is to you guys... Hope you do not mind.
Now... Let's see what I can write about...
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