*Shizame* - sigh-...... I knew one day i would have to talk about my deepest regret.. The one we now call Sorrow, she used to be a bloodkin from a really poor family from my home town. We had a demon hunter outpost over here and i was one of the main elders there to get new recruit to our cause, and then she came...


The idiot arrived to the outpost wearing the wrong color of clothes, she was wearing the color of another demon hunting clan own by the deadly knight Azara. I told her we were not the clan she was looking for since we were the crimson blades, but she kept insisting that this was the clan she wanted to join. I dont even know why i didnt just kick her ass back home and tell her to never come back, she's the kind of person who wouldnt hurt a mosquito even if it was sucking her blood so why the hell did she even want to be a part of demon slaying?

I could tell that she was really poor due to her bad smell coming from these clothes, and the fact that she couldnt afford one of our uniform. She probably took this from a family member that was dead or just gave up in their clan. Not only that but her parents would often come visit her crying, telling how happy they were that she was accepted and could get a fair amount of gold to keep her family alive.... - sigh- Only a heartless cold bastard would have kicked her out after seeing such a sad sight....


The other elders were all against having her into the clan so i had to hire her into my crew... All she kept doing is whine about why we are hunting demons without even trying to talk with them, sort things through without resolving to violence. At that time i was mocking her and ignored her whining, but the more time passed by, the more i realised she wasnt far from truth. We did killed so many innocent life just because we were afraid of them or just accusing them of things they never did.


Useless to say she wasnt really popular around the rest of the crew, they would mock her, harass her and sometime even physically assault her. They claimed it was to toughen her up but i feel like they just hated her innocent smile and the fact she was always questionning orders. SO of course like a fucking idiot that i was, i allowed them to keep assaulting her, i thought she would finally wake up and see that the only way to deal with demons was to kill them, not make truce or be freaking pacifist.


Useless to say that since she was too shy and afraid to ever fight back, all her hatred and sorrows were kept deep inside her, never to come out. I noticed after a few weeks in my command that she began to have strange twitch, she had deep cut wound on her wrist and she would stare blankly with a dark glare as if she was about to just jump on somebody and tear their limbs appart.


During one of our quest we had to deal with a forbiden portal that opened near a town, we have a strict rule to never open the portal and just use a special ritual to shut it down. At this point Takita just... lost herself, she began to stare at the portal with one of the scariest grin i have ever seen someone pull.. and started talking to the portal. Said stuff about '' knowing what true pain feels like'' and how they wanted her to be the ''instrument of their Sorrows'' so she entered the portal while laughing like a fucking psycho. I tried to pull her out of there but she stabbed me in the shoulder and jumped inside the portal which.. i jumped in as well to try to grab her.... Luckily one of my ally Raylen a crafter knight managed to pull me back with a rope she managed to wrap around me.. While i was in this pitch black dimension feeling like i was being torn appart by the inside.


The rest of the crew managed to shut down the portal and raylen made them swear to never tell anyone about what happened. Well that part thats what she told me since i was in a coma for a whole week apparantly... Once i was in good enough shape i decide to bring the sad news to her family.. But when i went there... she was there, Takita, she wasnt herself... She became this grotesque sadist beast who took pleasure in torturing people.. Made sure they suffer the most before they met their bitter end. As i hid and stared at her, she was torturing her parents, laughing as they screamed in agony.. I was paralyzed, unable to move and stop her, her parent begged her to stop but she just laughed of... The moment they said her name '' Takita'' she began to scream and rip her face appart.... but it regenerated itself. Suddenly Takita voice appeared and she sounded really afraid, begging them to free her, then suddenly she snapped back into this beast and just decapitated them.


my home town destroyed by what was once the most innocent living person i have ever known... Now she became the vessel of all those innocent lives killed by there demon hunter, as she walks around you can hear them scream in agony, no wonder why i couldnt move... I guess the guilt and the realisation of what i created.... I must find a way to break her free, if its too late then i will have no choice but to kill her... Im sorry Takita, i should have helped you in your time of need... I should have brought protection and the feeling of being accepted instead of only bringing you pain...


And this is how the innocent Takita... Sweetest woman i have ever met, came out to became the demon we now know as the Sorrow... I wish i could just go back in time and prevent any of this from ever happening...