''Ziko'' *sigh* the moon, even though it will always remind me of all the awful years i spent on this pitiful excuse of a world named Yeekash. The world of the seven moon, such a beauty to witness yet impossible to embrace due to our species being full of ourselves. A violent world where love does not exist and the only way to live is on the path of assassins. It is a good life until you reach cycle 5, the moment you have 5 tails you are forced to do all the labors, and at cycle 6 they kill you....



I really need to clear my head out of those thoughts, nothing more soul crushing than to being shackled by your past. When i came to this world, i caught the attention of this strange lady named Azara. Spout a bunch of crap about her world and how to get rid of the curse rotting this planet.... After a while of talking my ears off she pretty much understood i gave no fucks about what she is saying, so she decided to cut it short for me '' kill people for me and you will be free to do whatever you want'' .


How can i say no to such offer? Being able to do what i want, not being chased by the law or by some powerful creature claiming to be a god? I immediatly accepted, at first she was proud to welcome to her new '' family'' but she is kinda mad at me because i never take her seriously. Good for her, i surely dont want to be friend with her either, and she is far from being lover potential for me.


*sigh*.... One day i will finally find someone to make me feel special, to make my body burn with the passion of love. I want to find what love feels like, I may be a night person who refuse to leave outside during the day... But some people wouldnt mind having a night lady as their love partner? right?....right? I hope so, im starting to get tired of jumping from world to world and always end up wasting my time and feel more and more like a failure.



I really should find some friends too, talking to myself all the time gets rather depressing, well at least i have some nice tea to keep me company. Another relaxing night for the lovely butcher who talks to herself while drinking tea and probably waking up nearby people. hmmm... Maybe if i made some noises i could wake up people and while they are yelling at me it would finally give me some social interaction? I'll have to put some more thoughts about how to do it, it does sounds like a good idea though hehehe.