I've gone off my antidepressants, and have been off of them for
a while, but things are heavily magnified now.

What usually doesn't make me upset, makes me upset.
What usually makes me upset, makes me absolutely livid.

What makes me smile, now makes me cry.

It's in the step in the right direction of getting better, but it doesn't feel like I AM getting better.

I've been less than patient and recently, I'm finding it difficult to feel anything but numb, tired, and agitatable.

I want to thank my fiance  rejicoon for doing his best to put up with me, despite his own issues.

I'll get better, just in the meantime, its been tough and I haven't felt like myself.