hmm so many came and gone...but non the true love...many said they were,but all fell to the depths of lust and pettiness i hope to one day find that special girl to hold her in my arms and declare endless love for ever but so many wont give it a try...so many look at me and say "your a nice guy" but when someone says to them to hate me and tell them of my "hiccups" they turn...so far against me that my heart hurts with what feels like endless pain im no strong man...im a small boy in heart who's love never dies but is shattered into many fragments,who gets upset when someone stands on a snail or crushes a spider or sprays a fly