I wanted to type a few words to thank everyone that has followed me this year, that has trust me with their commissions and has been eternally patient with the deadlines. You guys are golden, also thank for all the people who are always sending me love and encouraging words and help me with the quarry on AC ahaha. Thank you all for being such amazing people ,for always be there for me and for being gentle to me. I've had nothing but a great experience in this place wth all of you.

So what's left of this year it's just dreams, dreams of getting better next year, dreams of projects i want to do and dreams of happiness...that might not come true but i will hold them dearly. It's being a rough year and it's starting to wore me out to the point were this days i haven't really wanted to get off bed but i do it because i know somebody is out there cheering for me and believes in me. Let's hope 2018 brings more happy news than sad news like this year has been. I know that mostly depends on me and my health and my attitude, but i want to believe that when it comes a change of year can come a change of "luck" a change of "happenings"...so to speak.

Regarding timelines, i'm going to my hometown on the 16 to the 22, i wont be bringing my work there because my laptop has it's screen cracked and i can't work like that, but i assure you i will be working on your commissions on the 23, i will get back to work, maybe slowly but i will. At least my tendinitis haven't been acting up yet. It's not my body the one with the problem, it's my brain, it's my soul. I'm drained....
I'm drained with all those horrible cons that went wrong, i'm drained by people who i thought i could trust but i can't...i'm drained that i keep doing my best and i feel like i was getting nothing in return -academically and monetary speaking- I was blamed for not getting sales at terrible cons were i barely saw 100 people.... and i know it's stupid but it got me, and it got me hard, i kept thinking man maybe they are right, maybe i'm horrible and i should quit this but nah. even if i still got those words tattooed on my forehead i must go on, this is something i love and wanna persue, and i have passion for it.

That being said, i have plans on opening a Patreon next year, probably on february. I can't promise i will have amazing exclusive content but at least i can promise i will give my very best to make your dollar worth, because this patreon will start as a mean to survive rather than to produce for now, since i'm still studying. I will show you my class work process if you like so you can learn with me and take a look to all those lil things i never really show because i think i might get laughed at, but i will trust you guys. Also rewards like freebies each month and stuff like that.
Does it sound enough? i dont plan to ask more than 1 to 10 bucks i know i can't deliver more for my lack of time.

Anyway, let's hope my spirits are up when i post this again on DEC 31. I love you guys have a good night.