Sorry about that man. But have faith. Who in their right minds wouldn’t wanna get with that? ⬆️

I know, right?

Totally 😊

BTW, I hope you mean she fucked with your mind and then dumped you, rather than fucked with your body and then dumped you. Spending two hours actually fucking you only to say “I think we should break up” when it’s all over? That would be harsh... Then again, I suppose it could be a nice way to close things out and show that there were no harsh feelings. Still, wether it’s mind fucking, or body fucking, it’s still hard. Although I would imagine it took a little while to get hard again after the breakup 😁 I am going to burn for eternity (give or take a millenia).

Merry Christmas man 🎄🎁😊🎶

Basically we were set up for us to play at her place that we have on a mostly weekly schedule. Then, about 15 minutes before I head out, she sends me a cancellation, which was short notice but otherwise no problem. Then she sends me "We still on?" And it goes back and forth. I finally just said if she wanted to just break things off, there's less childish ways we could have done this and we no longer play together.

Still looking for a replacement, but it's all good. You won't burn for that, forgiveness is always a prayer away, Merry Christmas and I hope you get laid in the New Year, well and often.

Well that certainly seems childish for sure. I’m sure you guys had a great time together, but it sounds like you could have done a lot better. So maybe it’s good you broke up.

Oh thank heavens I was afraid for my mortal soul 😄

I’ll tell you something about my living situation that makes getting laid next to impossible at the moment. I had a stroke when I was 17. Though I’m a lot better, because of the stroke, I still live with my folks. We live about 15 minutes from the nearest town (by car) and I can’t drive (and will probably never be able). There are people in my family who would be willing to drive me places, but I really want to move to the city, where I can come and go as I please. Take the bus and not have to rely on my folks to go everywhere.

I’d love to get laid. I really would. I often try to think of ways that I could get some. I’m not going to tell my parents, “I met this great gal at so and so, and we hit it off. Mind driving me to her place so we can bang? Oh we should stop by the store and pick up some condoms, lube, and strawberries.”

I think about taking ‘walks’ when we go on vacation, with the intent of meeting up with someone.
I don’t really know how I’d even go about it though. I really don’t know how people just pick up other people for sex. In the long run that’s not what I want, but in the short run I have needs. I think I’m honestly starting to get bored with masturbating. It would make sense since I’ve basically done it at least twice almost every day of the year.

I have a huge sex-based crush on FurAffinity’s very own Jackie Northstar (I actually don’t know her real name) and we flirt with each other, and I write her erotic stories, and engage in totally filthy RP with her. We’ve both said that if we ever get the chance, we would be down for doing stuff in real life.

However she lives in Germany.

The next time my family goes to Europe, there’s a good chance we may be visiting Germany. Now if I’m entirely honest, I don’t really care about Germany. Sure it would be cool to see some of the sites, but I’m honestly just interested in going so I can do it with Ms. Northstar. I realize that’s a completely selfish and stupid reason to want to visit a place. Just to get some ass (which if you know her, you’ll know is literal). I’ve played out ways to go out and leave the others back at our hotel. Like I would have previously told her that I would meet her at some spot fairly close by, and then tell my folks I was going to take a walk. I would walk of course, but only as far as the pre-determined meeting place. Then we would walk to the place we had decided to fuck. Or perhaps I could tell my folks I had met this gal and we hit it off, so we were going to have a no-strings-attached date. Then again, I’d probably have to deal with certain members of my family asking what I knew about this woman. It would probably be easier to just fuck her and never tell anyone. I really have no interest in her beyond sex. We’re sort of friends I think, but not nearly to the extent of my best friend (who I admited to I was in love with, but was very kindly turned down; she said she wanted to stay friends and not take it further).

So don’t get me wrong. I go through moments of feeling an extreme sense of frustration. I think that’s one reason I come to places like this. I’ve never had real sex with another person, but I’ve been told by a number of people (both women and men actually) that I’m pretty good at doing sexy RP. Even if I can’t actually feel them, there’s a sense of delight I get in hearing that I made some woman wet. Course I’ve never been sent a picture of wet panties, so I can’t be totally sure.

With the exception of a few, the majority of my sex-based crushes (and my one emotion based crush) have happened online. I’m pretty sure you have to pay with a credit card to use those looking for sex sites. Not going to do that.

I also fantasize about meeting someone at The My Little Pony Everfree Northwest Convention I attend every year, and going back to her room after I’ve been left alone at the hotel for a few hours (the rest of my family usually returns to the hotel where we always stay at around 7PM). Again though, I have no clue how to do it. Part of it is shyness I’ll admit. And part of it is simple cluelessness.

The entire thing is really really frustrating. Sorry to ramble on like this. Somehow, I don’t expect I’ll get laid consistently, if at all, until after I’ve managed to move out on my own.