This is a very personal piece of mine, please refrain from negative comments. This post is for my sake, a place to express myself and be open with my experiences. If you do not handle sad stories well, feel free to ignore this.
Please do not comment or message me (note me, etc) regarding this piece.
Again, for my sake only.
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A letter to my dad, Peaches,
Wow, it's really been a year since you moved on to bigger and better things. I promised myself while i type this that I would be strong, and not make myself into some sobbing mess.
I wanted to tell u that, the Christmas party this year was really fun. I really wish u were there, but i know you can't attend anymore.
I miss you alot, i keep thinking to myself that you're on a roadtrip, seeing the sights of the world and I'm just waiting for u to call to tell me how amazing the world is or that u got into some trouble again haha.
You wouldn't believe how big your grandson is. He look so much like you, it's crazy, I don't know if its cuz the baby looks like you, or that you looked like a giant baby haha.
I really wish i could call you right now, and tell you all about my new apartment, and the people i live with, the crazy teachers i have at school and more. Or that last night, while driving down to see mom we ran over a nail and popped a tire.
Kind of regret not learning how to change a tire from you haha, but we got it taken cover, tho we have to buy a new tire it seems. Reminds me of all the times uve helped people on the side of the road.
Man, you were one of a kind type of guy. Really kind hearted, so honest and faithful. I admire you so much dad.
I know you know I'm not religious, but I know you are. And although I'll never know where you may be now, I like to think your out there somewhere in the universe, riding around on your motorcycle, driving Semi-trucks, backhoes, and getting into all sorts of trouble.
I have to say tho dad, even after a year of you being gone, i keep finding myself at a loss. Last year was sad without u being here, and I felt like i was in a daze. But now, it really has hit me that, your not coming home anymore.
I really wish you were, so bad. But you know what, I know you'll always be there for me. Making me laugh in my memories.
Btw, Im not very good at drawing people, so I hope you don't mind that I drew you as a deer. You always said if you could be any animal or reincarnated, it'd be a deer. I also hope u don't mind I didn't get to do some fancy picture or put it on a mug or something. Drawing you, is so hard. Not for anatomy or anything like that, but when I try to draw you, its the memory that hurts the most.
But I know no matter what I drew, you thought they were amazing.
I hope you're Christmas is warm this year, dad. I hope you're saying hi to everyone that isn't able to be here anymore. I hope you're seeing the world and causing trouble everywhere you go.
Love you Dad <3 Really do.
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