My Christmas Gift to my boyfriend RoyalTem ~ <3

Dear Tem,
You started off as my best friend, someone who was always there for me and protected me. I never expected that you would end up being so much more.
When I first started to realize I was falling in love with you, it scared me, I cherished you as a friend and I didn't want to risk losing you over some feelings I may of had. It would have devastated me to lose you over something like that,, but much later on you told me you had feelings for me, unknowing of my own feelings for you. I was Happy, shocked and worried all at the same time; Happy and shocked that you felt the way I did and worried because of how all my past relationship have gone. The next day I asked you out in the stupidest way possible and honestly I wish I could redo that but ^^ ; I can't hhh. You quickly became my entire heart and soul, my sun and stars, my everything. Mending me with your love, without even trying or knowing that you are. All the bad thoughts and memories wash away from my mind because of you. More and more I started to realize that you are my soulmate, my one. Not the hopes and wishes I've had before with people. No, with you I know, that stupid line that "You'll know when you've found the one" it's true, It's not just a "I hope", it's a very specific feeling in your heart, which is indescribable, that makes you know. Cheesy and Sappy but true. And I'm so happy, because I couldn't ask for a better soulmate,, You are so good for me. I hope next year I'll get to be with you for Christmas, because that is all I want <3 Anyway I'm gonna stop writing Sappy shit now cause I'm just gonna end up repeating myself if I don't. Merry Christmas, I love you <3


I need Sleep now, goodnight~