Woah hi. Been a little while. i'm currently hiding from the cold and post cry from the doctor who christmas episode lmfao.


All that aside I do miss a lot of my friends who I haven't talked to pretty much at all in forever. I'm honestly scared to contact them just because anxiety. Which speaking of it's been getting pretty bad c': And when I say bad I mean I picked the skin from under my fingers all day. Sounds gross I know but hey shit happens.
Anyway I've been just generally kinda sad and haven't been motivated hardly at all.. now it's getting to a point where I do less make up so I have time to sleep more. Which is another thing I feel like I'm barely doing.
My life is just turning into a muddy mess but hey! after tomorrow the holidays are over and my life might actually go back to slightly normal!
I worked two jobs basically since august and I'm basically just exhausted.
I highly doubt I'll get any attention from watchers or friends (not like my watchers aren't my friends but i hope you know what I mean) I just want to talk to people c':
anyway I'll stop blabbering.

Art and character: mine