Yay! a new one. Usually i don't realize a new one sucks until a few weeks after i typed it up so bare with it.


Narration
(Have you ever had to push everyone away
have you ever had to say something out loud because you hid it for too long)

Verse 1
it makes me sick! (when it shouldn't bother me)
it starts to reek! (because all along i've been ignoring)
what a freak! (they said to me with no understanding)
it sort of feels like nobody understands me

Chorus
Give me a way to be what i want to be
Give me a choice i beg you please
let me live the life i want so much
the life that i've been dreaming of
just give me this one thing
that would mean everything

Narration
(have you ever had an imaginary friend,
people thought you were crazy, but you just wanted the loneliness to end.)

Verse 2
it rots away! (the longer you keep in hiding)
I'll find a way! (to escape the overwhelming anxiety)
i'll find somebody! (that can relate to this pain in me)
it sort of feels like nobody understands me

Chorus
Give me a way to be what i want to be
Give me a choice i beg you please
let me live the life i want so much
the life that i've been dreaming of
just give me this one thing
that would mean everything

Narration
(Were you asked whats wrong and you were forced to say "nothing"
have you ever cryed because you were frightened of something)

Verse 3
(i couldn't feel) I have never cryed so hard
(this isn't real) but i've prayed for so long
is this is really me
a freak i would of made fun of otherwise
you don't deserve the real me
all you fucking get is my disguise

Verse 4
it becomes a part of me! (the more the obsession sprouts)
you set me free! (the horrid cage you let me out)
do you love me! (i can already sense your doubt)
It sort of feels like nobody understands me

Chorus
Give me a way to be what i want to be
Give me a choice i beg you please
let me live the life i want so much
the life that i've been dreaming of
just give me this one thing
that would mean everything