I cannot believe you're gone. I'm so sorry I never got to say goodbye. I'm so sorry our last talk was business and not pleasure.

You helped me love music more than I already do. You touched the lives of everyone around you. You loved everyone.

I'm trying to vent my disbelief I guess through art. I don't know. I wish you were still here. I honestly thought you'd live forever.

But I know you don't want sadness........I think what you want is for everyone to treat life like a party. You were always so happy. I want to strive to do the same. I will never ever forget you.

This weekend was his memorial gathering on SecondLife, where he spent a lot of time as a DJ and club owner.

I know you're sipping some fancy ass wine, smoking a cigar, and listening to hardstyle up there right now.

Rest easy. I'll meet you in spirit one day.