
While I know I've drawn a lot of Pyramid head as of late... theres a true reason why this one came up. I'm sure a lot of people think that Pyramid Head is used by me as another smut object, and for a while, he was. But last night, that did a full 180 on me, thanks to my dream.
I will say something before I go into my dream. I am a fucked up, tormented bitch. I have my ... "ex-step-father" to blaim for that. I came from a long line of drug and achohol abuse. I can't emphysise whats it like to come home from school when your 6, fearing if you're gonna die that day because your step-dad is drunk again... I delt with this for 5 years. And believe me. Thats was enough. While the rest of my family seems to have some side effects after the ordeal, I seemed to have gotten the shit end of the stick. I have nightmares still, to this day, about him coming for me. Trying to hurt me.
Thats what this image was about. I dreamt I was running from him, feeling my body ache from pain he had already caused. My foot appearently broke in my dream, because for a split second I woke up, felt my foot hurting then fell back into the dream. Troy was waiting for me, faceless, and looming over me. Just as I curled into a ball, crying, Here he came- Pyramid Head. He grabbed Troy, lifted him off the ground and with his free hand pulled me closer to him, keeping me safe. I woke after that, nearly dying of air and my whole left leg hurt bad. But when I noticed it was 11am, I knew that it was a dream. And pyramid Head was there, to help me.
I will say something before I go into my dream. I am a fucked up, tormented bitch. I have my ... "ex-step-father" to blaim for that. I came from a long line of drug and achohol abuse. I can't emphysise whats it like to come home from school when your 6, fearing if you're gonna die that day because your step-dad is drunk again... I delt with this for 5 years. And believe me. Thats was enough. While the rest of my family seems to have some side effects after the ordeal, I seemed to have gotten the shit end of the stick. I have nightmares still, to this day, about him coming for me. Trying to hurt me.
Thats what this image was about. I dreamt I was running from him, feeling my body ache from pain he had already caused. My foot appearently broke in my dream, because for a split second I woke up, felt my foot hurting then fell back into the dream. Troy was waiting for me, faceless, and looming over me. Just as I curled into a ball, crying, Here he came- Pyramid Head. He grabbed Troy, lifted him off the ground and with his free hand pulled me closer to him, keeping me safe. I woke after that, nearly dying of air and my whole left leg hurt bad. But when I noticed it was 11am, I knew that it was a dream. And pyramid Head was there, to help me.
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Wow, I read the thing for "He will Pay" and I have to say, that is really deep. I mean, I lived through almost that same stuff, but with rape involved and eventually...I forced myself to like it, but that's besides the point, I'm saying I was reading your post, and it reminded of me through my years of struggle and fear. If you wish to speak you can contact me by AIM: MikeCH1990 if you want to talk and get to know eachother, I won't bite. I'm Gay, well...Because of my stepfather x3
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