It's nice to have finally drawn something again. I've felt broken for the last year almost it seems. I guess that's what happens when you are strong person.. The foundation in other peoples lives that never wavers and is always there for support. Maybe I'm too proud of who I am to sometimes admit that I am only human too, with human feelings and human weaknesses. The struggle has been excruciating for these past few months, resolving issues amongst my family and friends and never really thinking about how I'm going to fix my own problems... Life has steadily been sucking the energy out of me. No matter how much I slept, exercised and ate healthy - doing practically anything was an immense struggle. Pretending that everything is okay is my specialty, unfortunately. I hate admitting I have problems. Whether that stems from my self-pride or from the way I raised to never complain, I can't even tell anymore. But, things have been better now. Still a long road ahead I think until I am fully myself again, but at least I'm able to do things that I enjoy again.