This is my persona Syn.


I've been going through a lot lately. Hell for years.
I'm not going to go into everything. And I am okay if anyone wants to know.
But I will say apart of this has been to my art.

The feeling of a constant struggle. The feeling of being unwanted. Hated. Disliked. Not good enough. Ignored.
These are things I feel on a daily base. The struggle to ignore the feelings and take care of my child can tire me out so much. I can barely do anything more than that. Drawing has become harder and harder for me to do. And with every upload 'that voice' inside my head just whispering 'no one will care' 'no one likes you' 'why do you even try?' constantly there. It can make me not want to draw at all. It can make me regret drawing something.

If I take forever to get something made because I'm fighting an inner battle within myself.
Once again I AM OKAY! <3 So don't worry about me. <3

But just thought i'd share a little of what this picture is about.


Art and character belong to me. <3
Please don't use or upload there anywhere! <3