Guys....since I broke up the relationship with my boyfriend....

I have been refusing to draw femboy content...
Cause its for some reason It got kinda like a trauma for me.
I mean, I still love femboys but...when I try to draw something....I cant..
That's why I turned Ral into a girl again...But I dont want to stop doing femboy stuff because...I loved doing that just a weeks ago...and now...I cant...But I have this fear...
I don't want either version of Ral to just disappear...

Could someone give me some ideas for a drawing?....I dunno...

Anyway, If u read this, thanks