One night alone and an example of what I see around is ready.
Wherever I look - the picture is built by itself in my head.
Looking at people, animals and objects around I see such like you can see on this submit.
I can't enjoy a picture when I watch a movie, because I always imagine the process and the techniques.
I can't communicate with boyfriend and completely immerse myself in communication. I always pay attention to shadows and light, to the contours and features of the people I talk to. I don't know the other world .
Сlosing my eyes I see the same and there is no rest or break.
I'm sure that not only I have this in my head, but also other artists.
It's driving you crazy sometimes.
Sometimes you want to relax and not see it all, but you can not.
Your brain of the artist is always engaged in the analysis of the environment... and what is that really? a gift or a curse?

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In this picture you can see the process of creating my Yoshi and her beloved.