When a joke turns your life in a massive twist

Ooh boy, here we go. A drawing for... LGBT Pride Month?


To those who are very observant, you probably have already noticed how I made Horstraw bicurious and I edited on my about me page that I too am bicurious.

Basically it all started when  OkamiWhitewings started saying I'm gay for whatever reason months ago, and then it kinda spread over, spawning drawings and doodles from friends, and so on. At first I just laughed at it and said that I'm really not gay, but I kinda really liked the drawings.

So then I began to wonder, what if I was actually not as straight as I thought I was? I tried looking back in my past and current behaviour and I indeed started to realise that I didn't act very straight sometimes. But on the other hand, I never really had crushes on guys, only girls. It's all fairly confusing tbh.

Would I have sex with a guy? Yeah, but only if I know him well (which also goes for girls). But would I date a guy and start a relationship with one? No, I'm sure I never would.
I don't consider myself fully bisexual, but I don't think I'm fully straight either. So that's why I like the term bicurious, which means that I prefer heterosexual/-romantic relationships and whatnot, but i'm not gonna refuse doing kinky things with guys lol
tbh I'm not even sure if I would/could consider myself LGBT+ now. Or is that what the Q stands for? ITS CONFUSING AAAAAAAAAAA

Or who knows, maybe I'm just straight but very horny lmao, but still, this whole ordeal surely is on my mind a lot.