Well I'm sure a lot of you would have noticed my mood swings by now... I'm not really sure what they're caused by; but I think depression may be it. I've constantly fought with it since I was a teen, I get my spells of good then not so good times. I try to be chipper but I can't always when things start to weigh down on me.

I think its just... these 'nit grit groups' that I use to be in, art and other wise... either something happened to them or I just feel out of the loop and alone. First you get sorrow, then you get bitter and angry about it and even lash out at people that really don't deserve it. I've already explained most of this to Vevanak, but it hurts when you consider someone a friend and just the slightest indication that they may not consider you one hurts. Which can be just easily as far as bad communication. Just a lot of things have been going on.

I shouldn't care. I just think its because I'm out of the loop, that and I know Tybalt the char pretty well... and for that to randomly happen when most of the writings have been with TADA Rose... well yea. It can be taken as insulting to some degree. Anyway that's my rant. XD Doubt anyone will actually see this.

Also because the emotions I'm experiencing seem complicated I've only used gray scales, nothing is black and white as they say, course they're in the image but that's rather obvious.