First time doing this, again and again, very very slow and frustrated, but surprisingly it made me calm and cleared my mind for self-examination.

I've been focusing on something I should not and let the beast devour me lately. But now I can feel that I'm growing, I'm trying to learn and gain more experience.
Never make any impulsive decisions when having a messed up brain.

Thank you for trying to pull me back, are you going to help me be a better husky?