Now, now, we can't have that. Pain comes , pain goes, pain screams, pain is agnoy, still we must go on because we have to. To smile at it all and scream fuck it im here still oh cruel life and brave new world filled with idiots and pissey gods come take a lickin. For here is one who knows how things suck and not gonna give in. Yes time shall tell, and pissyness to. For the one who sees is ampled much. I am sorry for your suffering, but only you can define and transform your pain.

last week really hit me hard, i went sucidial thursday and walked out of my job on friday