
this is rather important, it's a vent but also it's just been feeling strongly about for a while.
honestly...it's been hard finding out what to talk about, or when wanting to meet new people, there is no conversation, there is "hi" then "how are you" then "good" then "that's good" and then they never reply after that, like you can't find the things to spark conversations with them. Only to find out they talk more with others, their already made friends and you can't figure out what you did wrong. I feel this is my main fault and i know i shouldn't be like this.
I wanna be a good friend, i wanna know more, i don't wanna be isolated..and yet i have nothing to talk about too, i feel my social skills can be improved upon but I feel i can't because i don't have a thing a lot of people have in a sense: money. Why money? money gets you games, movies, books, TV series, dvds, whatever else really. it brings topics of interests others might have and then start to talk about it. I barely go out because family issues are hard, then there's me not knowing how to cope with these feelings well that i end up breaking relations apart.
I lost people because i can't cope with things. Because sometimes having conversations are hard. I couldn't understand that starved for chatter and well...here I am now really, no better than i was a year ago.
Talk, it's something hard to get..and becoming too person too fast well..that makes it even harder. Don't you agree?
honestly...it's been hard finding out what to talk about, or when wanting to meet new people, there is no conversation, there is "hi" then "how are you" then "good" then "that's good" and then they never reply after that, like you can't find the things to spark conversations with them. Only to find out they talk more with others, their already made friends and you can't figure out what you did wrong. I feel this is my main fault and i know i shouldn't be like this.
I wanna be a good friend, i wanna know more, i don't wanna be isolated..and yet i have nothing to talk about too, i feel my social skills can be improved upon but I feel i can't because i don't have a thing a lot of people have in a sense: money. Why money? money gets you games, movies, books, TV series, dvds, whatever else really. it brings topics of interests others might have and then start to talk about it. I barely go out because family issues are hard, then there's me not knowing how to cope with these feelings well that i end up breaking relations apart.
I lost people because i can't cope with things. Because sometimes having conversations are hard. I couldn't understand that starved for chatter and well...here I am now really, no better than i was a year ago.
Talk, it's something hard to get..and becoming too person too fast well..that makes it even harder. Don't you agree?
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This as a whole relates so much with me. I desperately do want to speak with people in order to have fun, do or talk about something and really to further relationships but I`m held back by my life style amd how little/ boring stuff I do. So when I want to try and speak to someone I can`t because I want to have stubstance/ a reason to talk. Another thing that bothers me is that people don`t talk/ interact with me first, I`m always the person that starts up a conversation or something of intrest.
Talk is... that's not the only thing you might call "hard", your conversation partner could left you in the middle of a talk as well.
Topic, I have that dilemma, since I don't have much knowledge about what game they play, which artist they love, or things they like. I do want to talk to them too, but heck, what can I do? I just go walk somewhere with music on my ears simply to suppress the desire to have a nice chat with someone, but yeah...
I get that feeling
Topic, I have that dilemma, since I don't have much knowledge about what game they play, which artist they love, or things they like. I do want to talk to them too, but heck, what can I do? I just go walk somewhere with music on my ears simply to suppress the desire to have a nice chat with someone, but yeah...
I get that feeling
I'm glad to have such fun conversations with you, it goes somewhere and we can talk for hours on end. Though timezones and my shift cycles really mess it up for us both. I'm lucky we're able to just talk again after a long silence and not question why we didn't talk for so long.
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