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I. Am. So. HAPPY!!!
This, this made me cry. Seriously, I saw this complete, and I cried literal tears of joy I was so happy. I just, I can't even begin to describe how it feels. It's like when I first got art of girl-me (HERE) all over again.
I've had a lot of time to think recently, and even then, thought a lot over the years about myself. From the time I cried getting my first hair cut as a little kid- when my hair was literally that long and wavy naturally- to when I picked up my first copy of Ranma 1/2 as a teenager, and everything after that, I suppose there were always signs, but for one reason or another, I forced myself to conceal them, repress them. Whether it was a lack of understanding about myself, or fear of what my religious parents would do to me, I pushed this part of me down, kept it as a passing interest and nothing more.
Now though... I don't know, I feel a need to let this be, to try and understand this, to know what it's like to be her. To be... Well, to be me.
I don't know what's in my future, whether I'll be able to make reality match my desired self you see here. But I know that I hope that I can, some day in this life or the next if that's the case. And I know I've got a lot of exploring left to do, admittedly.
But, I know, that this is who I wish I could be. Wish it with all of my heart, and have for years and years. And seeing this makes me profoundly happy.
*Composes self and wipes tears from eyes,* So yeah, this is me, as I'd like to be. I know humans aren't the norm here, but I hope everyone likes this. EDIT: You can find the NSFW version of this ref. sheet HERE.
Thanks once again to
scissorsrunner for the art, I cannot even begin to express how happy she's made me with this piece. Definitely check out her gallery when you get the chance, she's awesome!!
Art by scissorsrunner, original HERE
Lena belongs to/is me,
corinthalexander. DO NOT USE WITHOUT PERMISSION.
This, this made me cry. Seriously, I saw this complete, and I cried literal tears of joy I was so happy. I just, I can't even begin to describe how it feels. It's like when I first got art of girl-me (HERE) all over again.
I've had a lot of time to think recently, and even then, thought a lot over the years about myself. From the time I cried getting my first hair cut as a little kid- when my hair was literally that long and wavy naturally- to when I picked up my first copy of Ranma 1/2 as a teenager, and everything after that, I suppose there were always signs, but for one reason or another, I forced myself to conceal them, repress them. Whether it was a lack of understanding about myself, or fear of what my religious parents would do to me, I pushed this part of me down, kept it as a passing interest and nothing more.
Now though... I don't know, I feel a need to let this be, to try and understand this, to know what it's like to be her. To be... Well, to be me.
I don't know what's in my future, whether I'll be able to make reality match my desired self you see here. But I know that I hope that I can, some day in this life or the next if that's the case. And I know I've got a lot of exploring left to do, admittedly.
But, I know, that this is who I wish I could be. Wish it with all of my heart, and have for years and years. And seeing this makes me profoundly happy.
*Composes self and wipes tears from eyes,* So yeah, this is me, as I'd like to be. I know humans aren't the norm here, but I hope everyone likes this. EDIT: You can find the NSFW version of this ref. sheet HERE.
Thanks once again to
scissorsrunner for the art, I cannot even begin to express how happy she's made me with this piece. Definitely check out her gallery when you get the chance, she's awesome!!Art by
scissorsrunner, original HERELena belongs to/is me,
corinthalexander. DO NOT USE WITHOUT PERMISSION.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Human
Species Human
Size 1280 x 1118px
File Size 351 kB
What a cute outfit!!! ;) I know what you mean about who you are versus who you'd rather be. I was just telling a friend how I don't much care for my own reflection.
Anyhow, this came out lovely, I'm glad you're so pleased with it and it is just a fabulous representation of you. :)
Anyhow, this came out lovely, I'm glad you're so pleased with it and it is just a fabulous representation of you. :)
I know, right ^_^ ? It's such a pretty ensemble ! It's a colored version of the one I'm wearing in this piece (the one on the far right).
And yeah, I've had the same thoughts about my own reflection, to be honest. Here's hoping one day our mirrors will show us both who we'd like to see . *Hugs you,* And thanks for the kind words, Lauren . I really appreciate it.
And yeah, I've had the same thoughts about my own reflection, to be honest. Here's hoping one day our mirrors will show us both who we'd like to see . *Hugs you,* And thanks for the kind words, Lauren . I really appreciate it.
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