I honestly don't know how to speak my feelings anymore. I let what people say to me get to me alot more. I don't know how to cry anymore and I can feel myself shutting down emotionally slowly I'm not good at emotional stuff cuz I was always shut down to ever statement of my feelings. So I would always stay quiet and numb myself slightly to all the things said to me even if it hurts. But here I am forgiving and over loving.but very rare the feeling is returned. Most of the time I feel like I'm being taken for granted, that I'm not important. Even tho I put my all into the people I love.or maybe I'm just really that emotionally abused that I'm over thinking or maybe I'm just to Sensitive,I don't know what to think anymore. I'm just afraid of being abandoned by the people I care about