I have some adopts/YCH for sale! Don't be afraid to check them out!:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22036060/ (Cat-Dragon Adopts)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22036175/ (Puppy Adopts)

---

My commissions are always OPEN!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7342197/
Offering 5 USD Headshots: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25563165/
Check out my prices here: http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....ynightosphere/

---

I'm honestly sorry that I've been so absent from this website because of my personal life going down the drain. I've been constantly beating myself up over not finishing drawings for other people on time or at all, be it commissions or trades, because I've been stuck in an emotional rut from what I'm currently dealing with. My art has been suffering as a result and I don't want to give people sub-par art. I constantly question if I'm fucking something up and sometimes I end up going late to places that I get invited to. I don't mean to be late, but I barely have enough motivation to really see any point in getting up in the morning for even work.

Work has been hell and trying to find another job has been damn near impossible. I get so easily discouraged every time I am faced with rejection because of my pending court case, despite the fact that I asked for Pre-Trial Intervention. My mom ended up getting me a lawyer to get me out of this mess faster, but unfortunately with that I got into more debt than I had hoped for. 5,000 dollars was what I spent all at once to pay for the lawyer to help me out. I have no idea if I will be able to pay for that successfully considering my bosses give me a lot of flack and passive-aggressive comments on how I work, so I fear potentially being fired or as they see it... being "let go." Not to mention that I was under a lot of distress when one of the dogs from boarding at work proceeded to attack me when I was trying to give it medication for it's injured snout. I have scars and one puncture wound that cover my right arm and left hand. All my boss had to say was "Don't be such a baby. It's not that bad." to my face. Goes to show how little he cares about his employees, let alone me. Considering how tough it has been to land a job, I've been having to kiss ass and put up with my boss's condescending commentaries.

I am trying to do better about being depressed but considering that I don't have insurance, I can't really go see a psychologist for a reasonable amount of money let alone see any doctor for all my other conditions that I don't think I really need to specify for personal reasons. I'm honestly stressed out to all hell about all this and with more and more bad news piling up, it makes my stomach churn to the point where I can't really eat anything. My weight has been fluctuating as a result and I've been suffering from intense migraines. I even go so far as to spend longer amounts of time in the bathroom just to cry and relieve stress because I can't handle how my life is going currently. I keep blaming myself for what is happening and my mom at times also throws the blame at me for trying to call the police to help me the night the incident happened. I just feel so lost sometimes with how everything keeps turning out...

---

Art - ©LadyNightosphere

If you're curious about what I draw, feel free to look through my gallery, maybe even consider following me! :D

---

Want to donate something to me?
Here is my Tip Jar: https://www.paypal.me/ladynightosphere

Want to get early access to some of my work? Consider donating to my Patreon!
https://www.patreon.com/LadyNightosphere