i want to start working heavily on DemonCall starting this fall and hopefully have it done by next fall… >>;

but it's been YEARS since my last video game/programming class and frankly I'm more than a little intimidated. Coupled with some issues at home about how my job "isnt a real job, and I don't work hard enough because my dad worked 2 jobs when he was 25--insert usual baby boomer quotes here" weelll. Things are a little rocky in my head space lately. I've always hated myself, my life and my choices. Lately those thoughts are getting louder, that's all.

Making a horror game about demons and mental health seems more out of reach than ever.