...then there's always alcoholll!

Usually I can feel better without drinking. I'm one of those people who can get drunk off nothing.

All I gotta do is stand up really fast and take a deep breath. I'll damn near pass out

then again, i don't really feel better when I do that. just dizzy

I know. I've felt like crap for 5 straight years now. I can keep doing it.

DAWWWW *hugs your legs* massaaaa!

i can be strong for you...

I don't want you to be.

liu bei didnt want zhou zilong to risk his life. yet it was what had to be done. weak and worthless as i am. i will do what i can to do your zilong

damn...poor guy D:

Im here for you, Ninja. Talk to me if you ever need someone.

theres only so much the strong can take, then what?

we realise that we can grow a lot stronger, if something is able to weaken us we are obviously below our potential.

but with the above statement in mind a friend recentely pointed out a clause that needed to be added

While its never wrong to keep looking forward progressivly, take the time once in a while to look back, down the road you've come. look at the beginning how where you when you started. how are you now? is that not motivations for who your going to become? i've come a long way, and i've done a lot of things, i'm a perfectionsit little is ever good enough for me... but i've still done a lot god damnit and i'm proud...


dunno if it helps you, helps me.

(did not edit grammar because it flowed from the brain freely)

That makes me feel better miles ^^

Thinking on it now, most people who feel like I do would have killed themselves by now (statistically around age 20) but not only am I not even considering doing anything to harm my physical being, but I want to be one of the few people who suffer from acute depression syndrome who live out their entire lives.

So I will pick my head up and keep going

ohhh you poor thing you look so sad. i will give your forehead a kiss to make it better.

that might help ^^

awwwwwwww poor thing *pets you*

*i pad in slowly on all fours, ears lowered and gently rub up against your side before laying down next to you with my head in your lap looking up at you* were all here for you, always

*momentarily moves a paw to pet you softly* I know and I appreciate it, Sammy. I really do <3

Awww.. What's the matter, Master Beyl? No matter what it is, you're in the care of many friends. *snuggles* .. That's also pretty good carving there too, I remember some tables/desks looking much more uncreative than this. Good job, and don't give up! 83

oh you like that design? I call it "Unrelieveable Stress"!

*shnuggles* but I appreciate that you guys are so helpful

dont worry well fight whn u get back

destroying you will bring me joy, old friend.

u mean attempting to destroy...

ah, the strong alone...

people say i'm incredibly strong on my own, i withstand whatever is thrown at me, and i'm seen as a pillar in several of my friend's lives.
i have my limits, but for my friends i'll go eyond them, what doesn't kill me makes me stronger, and i'm not dead yet.
but even the strongest pillar will crumble over time if not helped and reinforced...