I haven't posted since October last year because I had been trying to look after my father as he was battling Cancer, My father passed away May of this year, I was in the room as he passed and watched him go from a strong independent person to a shell of a human who couldn't even remember what he said 5 minutes before. there is nothing more devasating hen knowing I couldnt help him

I see his face as he passed, it haunts me, there are so many things i should have done and said and i will never get the chance to again.


I just want to hug you and be where you are <\3