Wonderful (art).

Mhm, I think I can empathize with that, largely though it's while at a computer screen though and passes quickly enough

Ah, were it only as easy as reducing my screen time. For one of my great envies is companionship. And that's a thing I can't hide away from

I can definitely relate to this. For me, this manifests itself with successful, wealthy, or even just stable people. I work full-time, but it's at a job I hate and regard as almost meaningless. I envy those who do things in their work that contribute to society in great ways. I haven't gone ballistic on anyone, but I find myself becoming more bitter and jaded every day, and I resent their existence as I simultaneously envy it.

It's not healthy, but I don't know how to stop.

*pat pat*
I know, I wanna stop too, but it's like a junk food you can't stop chewing on. Except this junk food chews on you?

I don't really envy successful people. I know too well that those who appear happy on the outside are more often than not just faking it in an attempt to keep from losing their shit. But I do despise those who think that their success is because of their innate superiority, and that those who are struggling are inferior and unworthy—lesser humans.