It took a lot of self reflection in trying to figure out why i am having such a hard time getting motivated to work on these sequence commissions (the 2 listed on my user page for the last like 4 years @..@).

-They aren't boring concept or else i would have quit drawing growth a long time ago. I want to keep xili and the bronto growing bigger
-its not the characters (Xili is Beautiful, don't ever tell her otherwise and the bronto is super simple to draw).
-Either they or I do know where i want to go with these sequences so its not lack of direction.
-While swamped with other ideas and work, i still can't claim i don't have time as i still can find enough of it for non colored sketch and lineart.

yet i still could never get motivation to keep working on them. Then it hit me. I have ADD, i always did. trying to keep these exclusive to Patreon (then posted to FA for free once completed) has been working against my need to for instant gratification. i don't have many patrons on patreon so i get even less feed back. contrary to what others say and doing art for yourself not others, i'm different. i do art for attention, specifically feedback on each individual art pieces. i wasn't getting it on Patreon so i was getting bored with something that wasn't making any visible splash.

SO i'm gonna suspend my patreon perk of seeing sequences being exclusive till their completion (at least the long ones) and see if getting feed back here will motivate me to work with more reasonable output.

for this sequence, i want to thank  Xilimyth for putting up with my REALLY LONG WAIT TIME. seriously she has been a god of patience with me for this. I hope this fixes my problem and that i can get back to working on these sequences. If this works out i'm gonna start posting the other sequence too.

for now i post one page and see how it goes.

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