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Lyrics:

Finally opened my eyes
I didn't realize they were shut
Realized I don't need to be here
I don't need to do what I'm told

I'll be happy the way I want to
I'll go live life the way I want
This is to assholes holding me back
But to the people that love me too

I stand here acting who I'm not
In this shit-hole place trying to hold onto me
I'll live my life in vain if I want
No one can stop me, I'll leave no matter what

If I die on the streets, who cares?
Sorry mom, but I had to get out of there
It wasn't my place, my home, that's the air
Anywhere it blows free and alone

Sorry I'm not who you wanted me to be
Tried to teach me right from throughout my history
But I lie and cheat and steal
So if I dissapoint you, I'm sorry

Sorry dad, I've always loved you
Everyone else talks so much shit about you
But I know it was mums fault too
So sorry if I dissapoint you too

So when you bury me, don't be sad
I'll be happy and content and finally gone
This place wasn't made for me
Hell, when I was little He tried to take me

And if I kill myself, resurrect me
So you can kick my ass over again
Because you know that's so fuckin' lazy
and a way to get out of the hell you're in