
Personal Progress (Transgender photo Collage)
All righty then...
Here's a little bit of photography influx, Just so I can offer to those curious, how my progress has been after one year of effort in my gender transition.
I figured I should supplement that Journal with this, since this is... well, life changing news...
The fact of the matter is, I know I'm not perfect right now, by any means... My chin juts a bit too much, and that five o clock shadow is a nightmare to hide, regardless of judicious shaving and makeup....
I'm only modestly endowed at a B cup as well, and I won't ever be able to get my waist or shoulders quite as narrow as a biological female... same for hip width, of course.
But I have been told, that despite these flaws, which I continue to work on fixing (as much as realistically possible), That I make a very cute and passable individual.
To be honest?
I WANT to believe these folks... my friend and strangers alike having matching opinions on that...
But gods if gender dysphoria doesn't play tricks with your mind... I can never be quiiiiiite sure if they are just humoring me or not.
I think my glitch there, is because I've... never gotten such positive feedback on my looks until now, in my transitional stages...!
It's like "Okay this is going TOO perfect, what's the Catch... There's ALWAYS a Catch..."
There's... USUALLY... Always... a Catch... At least... >. >;
Anyway, confidence issues aside, I thought these pics were a decent lot to share. They are as follows, from left to right.
lounging in the hospital bed with nothing to do but mess with selfies...
A fast progress shot after freshening up at the laundromat...
Me right after a coming home from a party, figuring I should get a snapshot before I dress back down...
and the last two are me getting my picture snapped without my knowing it, lol... One while lounging, daydreaming on our way to an avian wildlife reserve... And the other one with me diligently working on some of my art at the food course (For once. X3)
Note how my hand is carefully poised over the undo keys lol...
I'd be doomed without that function... X3 I recent;y got it hot-keyed to my stylus, at least! >u >;;;
So yeah... That's that!
I honestly don't expect most folks will care too much about me transitioning, really...
But it was still a monumentally large moment in my life, so I figured documenting it here for some sort of posterity miiiight be a good idea.
And besides, isn't it all the rage to share all your life's secrets in social media these days?
AHM TRENDY <3
Or not, lol.
For now though, this punctuates the little burst of drawings that I have been working on since the beginning of my transition.
Oh, that's not ALL of them, OOOH no... But that IS all of the ones I have the energy to post consecutively today. X3
Hasta all... Ou O <3
Here's a little bit of photography influx, Just so I can offer to those curious, how my progress has been after one year of effort in my gender transition.
I figured I should supplement that Journal with this, since this is... well, life changing news...
The fact of the matter is, I know I'm not perfect right now, by any means... My chin juts a bit too much, and that five o clock shadow is a nightmare to hide, regardless of judicious shaving and makeup....
I'm only modestly endowed at a B cup as well, and I won't ever be able to get my waist or shoulders quite as narrow as a biological female... same for hip width, of course.
But I have been told, that despite these flaws, which I continue to work on fixing (as much as realistically possible), That I make a very cute and passable individual.
To be honest?
I WANT to believe these folks... my friend and strangers alike having matching opinions on that...
But gods if gender dysphoria doesn't play tricks with your mind... I can never be quiiiiiite sure if they are just humoring me or not.
I think my glitch there, is because I've... never gotten such positive feedback on my looks until now, in my transitional stages...!
It's like "Okay this is going TOO perfect, what's the Catch... There's ALWAYS a Catch..."
There's... USUALLY... Always... a Catch... At least... >. >;
Anyway, confidence issues aside, I thought these pics were a decent lot to share. They are as follows, from left to right.
lounging in the hospital bed with nothing to do but mess with selfies...
A fast progress shot after freshening up at the laundromat...
Me right after a coming home from a party, figuring I should get a snapshot before I dress back down...
and the last two are me getting my picture snapped without my knowing it, lol... One while lounging, daydreaming on our way to an avian wildlife reserve... And the other one with me diligently working on some of my art at the food course (For once. X3)
Note how my hand is carefully poised over the undo keys lol...
I'd be doomed without that function... X3 I recent;y got it hot-keyed to my stylus, at least! >u >;;;
So yeah... That's that!
I honestly don't expect most folks will care too much about me transitioning, really...
But it was still a monumentally large moment in my life, so I figured documenting it here for some sort of posterity miiiight be a good idea.
And besides, isn't it all the rage to share all your life's secrets in social media these days?
AHM TRENDY <3
Or not, lol.
For now though, this punctuates the little burst of drawings that I have been working on since the beginning of my transition.
Oh, that's not ALL of them, OOOH no... But that IS all of the ones I have the energy to post consecutively today. X3
Hasta all... Ou O <3
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hee...!
Actually, I think most furries prefer, well, furries, than humans.
Kinda what makes us what we are. ;3
Also, thanks so much for your response to this!
I agree that I would be setting myself up for punishment if I tried to get to anime levels, (or supermodel levels) of cuteness. That said, as long as I can go outside and be myself without so much as a second glace... well... glancing is fine... but no squicking. X3
Thus far though, things have been wonderful. Thanks again for saying hi! :D
Actually, I think most furries prefer, well, furries, than humans.
Kinda what makes us what we are. ;3
Also, thanks so much for your response to this!
I agree that I would be setting myself up for punishment if I tried to get to anime levels, (or supermodel levels) of cuteness. That said, as long as I can go outside and be myself without so much as a second glace... well... glancing is fine... but no squicking. X3
Thus far though, things have been wonderful. Thanks again for saying hi! :D
Oh really...?
Well, I suppose I need to offer a hand in forgiveness.
Fact of the matter is, two things you don't usually want to tell a girl, including biologically female ones, is that the look tired, and that they look MALE.
That suggests that I look both dumpy, and unpassable.
But in all honesty? if you really meant it, then I am sorry for my aggravation. It just came out horribly wrong, whatever your intent was.
Well, I suppose I need to offer a hand in forgiveness.
Fact of the matter is, two things you don't usually want to tell a girl, including biologically female ones, is that the look tired, and that they look MALE.
That suggests that I look both dumpy, and unpassable.
But in all honesty? if you really meant it, then I am sorry for my aggravation. It just came out horribly wrong, whatever your intent was.
Thanks...<3
I try.
It's... liberating... to feel your desire for self expression in your looks to blossom, once you're headed in the right gender. X3
T-shirt and shorts... all I needed as a guy...
It was boring. I felt incomplete somehow! like, why is everyone else wearing buttons, and jewelry, and accessories, and...
Turns out, I just could express in the direction I wanted to...
So yeah... It's really self affirming to know folks think you're cute, once you've had time to bust your butt and personalize your looks, just a lil bit.
I try.
It's... liberating... to feel your desire for self expression in your looks to blossom, once you're headed in the right gender. X3
T-shirt and shorts... all I needed as a guy...
It was boring. I felt incomplete somehow! like, why is everyone else wearing buttons, and jewelry, and accessories, and...
Turns out, I just could express in the direction I wanted to...
So yeah... It's really self affirming to know folks think you're cute, once you've had time to bust your butt and personalize your looks, just a lil bit.
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