
I can't do anything...
I'm having an official mental shutdown...
I can't get a job...I can't enjoy the things I once enjoyed...I can't even draw anymore without it feeling like it's painful to do so...
In two more days, I'm going to be 33 years old...33 years of age, and what do I have to show for it...? No money to my name, no job to go to, living day to day wondering if I can even eat...
Every job I apply to, I can never get into...and the jobs that I somehow get my some miracle, I get fired for my sheer incompetence...
And now, when I try to draw...the spark of good feeling from it, it's just...gone...I can't even draw, the one thing that brought my sad little life joy... I can't even do that anymore...
What good am I...?
I can't get a job...I can't enjoy the things I once enjoyed...I can't even draw anymore without it feeling like it's painful to do so...
In two more days, I'm going to be 33 years old...33 years of age, and what do I have to show for it...? No money to my name, no job to go to, living day to day wondering if I can even eat...
Every job I apply to, I can never get into...and the jobs that I somehow get my some miracle, I get fired for my sheer incompetence...
And now, when I try to draw...the spark of good feeling from it, it's just...gone...I can't even draw, the one thing that brought my sad little life joy... I can't even do that anymore...
What good am I...?
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*hugs tight* We all have feelings like that, but I know you've had a bunch health problems that certainly make such things worse. Just keep going. Find something to take your mind off it if you can. I know you can pick yourself up, but it's hard. You're not weak for feeling helpless sometimes, just keep trying to push past it.
Spencer, you are plenty good. There is a difference between going through a rough patch in your life, and being useless. A pretty big difference. It's just unfortunate that it's coming at the same time as you running into an issue with your usual creative outlet for this. But you WILL get through this. I have no doubt about that. And I'm here for you, no matter what.
I know the kind of feeling you're going through
But trust me when I say this
You can do a lot more than you think you can
I was once in a very dark place and it nearly cost me my life
But when I realized I still have people in my life that care about me
That's when I crawled out of the whole that I dug myself into and I came out a changed man
But trust me when I say this
You can do a lot more than you think you can
I was once in a very dark place and it nearly cost me my life
But when I realized I still have people in my life that care about me
That's when I crawled out of the whole that I dug myself into and I came out a changed man
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