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I wanted to apologize for how long it's taking me to get back to my queue. These last few months have done wear and tear on me without realizing it.
Some days are easier than others. Since July I'd been in a particular mood about my grandmother, and this late September,
after taking care of her with my mom and aunt, when she passed I was okay with it.
And I still am. Because she's not in immense pain anymore. And I've accepted she's passed away.
But at the same time, it still hits me heavily some days to the point where I just kinda sleep all day or space out without
meaning to. I disassociate a lot when I feel stressed or like I'm in a bottomless pit.
Which means I loose time without meaning to.
I appreciate everyones understanding, patience and kindness over the last few months.
I'll continue to do as much as I'm able to when I feel well. Some days I just spend it sketching because that's all my brain
can process - 10 minutes there, 5 minutes here. That sort of thing. I try not to work on commissions when I feel in a particuar
mood because it translates into my art because I am a very emotionally driven artist (my moods/feelings translate to my art
without me realizing it most days) - and most people on my queue give me "artistic freedom" with everything
and I really try not to do happy stuff when I feel like a dump truck, if you get me haha.
For the sexy warm up commissions I haven't forgotten you either. We've had family/friends in and out of the house
in the last few weeks and I prefer not to work on anything explicit when they're around and by the time they leave I'm just tired.
Or, I'm working during the day and I fear that someone might come in. =v=;; But I'm going to try and get a lot of those done in
the upcoming days. I'm working on several really large pieces that people have been waiting on for a bit - some are challenging
because it's more than one person or it's at an angle I've never done before.
And I want them to be perfect because of how long you've waited.
I'm going to try and be better the rest of this month because I intend to take a vacation in december.
I want most if not all my queue completed by then. And my birthday is nov. 1st and i'd like to take
thanksgiving and it off for myself as well.
I'm going to try and kick it into high gear. And I will release my YCH featuring mimosa around halloween/my birthday
because it's going to be what I buy my "presents" with for myself and my family for Christmas, haha. It'll be my first group
picture with so many details and I'm SO excited to work with everyone on it! But I have to dwindle my queue quite a bit before I release it.
I am so thankful for everyones support. Thank you all so very, very much!
- MamaOwl
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