okay, i wasnt going to, but i decided to draw up my own ref of my new fursona. it took about a week but i finished it despite the near constant breaking down. normal zythyx isnt going anywhere, but as of rn im really connecting more with this design by fogzilla on deviantart. id like to thank her again for this guy; i love him to bits and plan to develop his design more

name: zk, but can be affectionately called zeezy.

sexuality & gender: agender gay guy, he/it pronouns

species: lykoi cat monster

personality: quiet, nervous, kind of paranoid, might seem cold at first interaction. also very inwardly sad, has many walls and not much chance of breaking them down. experiences a lot of inward turmoil. wishes to melt into the background, but also wants to be noticed. somewhat unlovable. tries to be warm and caring but might not come off that way. his ways of showing affections can be very different than the normal kinds. kind of clingy and somewhat of a hopeless romantic. loves to love yet feels like he cant love anything and that no one loves him(and hes pretty much right) also autistic and struggles with most sorts of social interactions. tends to barricade himself in his own room and will not come out for days at a time. tends to be hopeless but really does try his best despite this. not a role model. regularly loiters in the parking lot of dairy queen. cries a lot at night alone in his bed.

likes: emo rap/lofi music(gbc + misery club mostly), lil peep(as an artist and a person), dim lights(not total darkness), sleeping, edibles, hoodies, pizza, apple juice, dairy queen, kind people, friends, going on drives, watching youtube, playing very select video games, reading, horror, internet ARGs, conspiracy theories, guitars, vhs aesthetics

clothes: sta.sh/2t9dg1okblx?edit=1

dislikes: being alone, bigots, having to be fake, talking about car accidents for too long, medicine or any kind, mornings, too bright of lights, most country music, being micromanaged, being talked down to, shaving, being bored, school settings, elitism, rich ppl, abusive people in the rap scene

appearance quirks: right eye ptosis(eye will always be more droopy than the other), horns are optional/he can hide them, overgrown claws, half + kinked tail, scruffy fur, face tattoos, forked tongue, lil bit chubby, optional but preferred piercings, also has optional and heavy self-harm scarring around his upper shoulders

theme song: things i hate by drippin so pretty(feat. brennan savage)