End of the Line
Been thinking a lot..about the past and my old friends... And ever since then I've been having depressing mood swings. All the things I've done to my friends, losing them one by one..I feel like it's my fault for causing the permanent stain I put into the terrific friendship that kept me going...that kept me inspired and made me strong..I feel like I messed everything up.
I sometimes feel like the need to disappear...As Dupe...
I sometimes feel like the need to disappear...As Dupe...
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I have seen several suicides in the last few years between friends from my military time and family. In fact one suicide was only 48 hours ago. So if your feeling depressed and think you may harm yourself, Please dont.
The number to talk to someone in North America is 1-800-273-8255
The number to talk to someone in North America is 1-800-273-8255
Disappearing wouldn't help. Speaking from my experience, it just worries those who care. I was at a point where I did that exact thing and vanished for a month. Nobody knew where I went and they were worried. When I came back, my friends were upset and I ruined what little I had because of my selfish action. I don't mean to say what you want to do is selfish but I look at how I did it as such.
The fun thing about friendships is if someone is meant to be in your life, they will be. If you lose a friend, you should take it as a learning experience. I lost a really good friend of mine two days ago over things that they wouldn't talk to me about. It hurts but it opened my eyes. Sometimes, friends are temporary and that's how it is. You care but part of caring is realizing it's better to not force friends to stay. If they want to leave, allow them. If they come back without you trying to get them back, it'll show they care. It's a hard thing to do but, sometimes, it's better in the long run.
I know you don't know me and I honestly don't know you. I've been a silent admirer of your art for... well, I don't know how long. A while, I think? But if you vanished, I know I'd be missing something in my life and it's the visually appealing things you post. Without trying to sound selfish, I'd hate for you to vanish as you want to. If you'd ever like to vent to a random stranger or have a friend to lean on, hit me up. I can relate to you entirely and, if you'd like, offer advice. I wish you the luck in best in getting better!
The fun thing about friendships is if someone is meant to be in your life, they will be. If you lose a friend, you should take it as a learning experience. I lost a really good friend of mine two days ago over things that they wouldn't talk to me about. It hurts but it opened my eyes. Sometimes, friends are temporary and that's how it is. You care but part of caring is realizing it's better to not force friends to stay. If they want to leave, allow them. If they come back without you trying to get them back, it'll show they care. It's a hard thing to do but, sometimes, it's better in the long run.
I know you don't know me and I honestly don't know you. I've been a silent admirer of your art for... well, I don't know how long. A while, I think? But if you vanished, I know I'd be missing something in my life and it's the visually appealing things you post. Without trying to sound selfish, I'd hate for you to vanish as you want to. If you'd ever like to vent to a random stranger or have a friend to lean on, hit me up. I can relate to you entirely and, if you'd like, offer advice. I wish you the luck in best in getting better!
You don't need to be thankful. From one stranger suffering with depression to another with their own problems, I know how it is. It's tough but you'll find a new group of friends who'll welcome and accept you for who you are. Things happen for a reason. Just gotta find that right group!
It's not your fault! None of it is! You're a wonderful friend and I cherish our friendship greatly every single day! The metaphorical railroad may come to a stop, but that doesn't mean you have to stop too! Beyond the end of the line is a great, wide, open plain for you to forge onward, explore, and keep going! Keep pushing forward!
I felt the same month ago I even left my work cause of my depression ...but then I was thinking "what I did ?"
and I saw I wasn't guilty at 100% so no don't feel that way for thoses who left
show them you have better now and show them they didn't affected you .
cause a REAL friends can understand and help you with everything.
those who leave wasn't real friends, so don't feel bad for them.
and I saw I wasn't guilty at 100% so no don't feel that way for thoses who left
show them you have better now and show them they didn't affected you .
cause a REAL friends can understand and help you with everything.
those who leave wasn't real friends, so don't feel bad for them.
What is past is the past and done What I have learned from losing some friends is that things either change or will be fixed either way we must move on and not to turn back but the past doesn't define you or anything about, So you don't have any reason to disappear .Yes past can be hardening and tough to remember, but We all do mistakes regardless the topic yet we want to learn from them. So Do not think past too much. because the direction now you have is present and the future and you can make them better. I believe in you so much. With he support I am able to give you, I believe you can do it. By brotherly love Varh.
If your friends abandoned you due to some stress and some problems then they were never really a friend to you. REAL friends accept the good with the bad and they help you when you have issues not run off on you. Stand strong. You will meet and make real friends, in time you will forget the past. Don't dwell on lost friends, if they ran off your better off without them.
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