
I will never be like you want me to be
I just can't, why won't you accept me how I am..?
I'm seriously S I C K of everyone telling me "You should behave more like a girl." "Wear something normal for once." "Stand up straight." "Why are you wearing that?? You're a girl." etc. etc.
This is fucking annoying. I would be trying to change if I could change, but I can't. I do not want to wear those uncomfortable clothes. I do not want to show my body to you. I do not want to look 'good' just for you. I have the right to wear my own style of clothing. I won't force myself to become someone else just because you want it and because it's 'good for me'. I just don't care anymore, I don't need to go by society's standards if they are forcing me to become who I am not. In the end, you don't even care about me.
Seriously, even my teacher started to butt into my preferences. One day when I was answering a question she pulled me over and started talking about how I am a girl and I should show that by wearing clothes and behaving a way that shows my beauty (which is nonexistent in my eyes) and unzipped my hoodie to look at what I was wearing underneath. Sorry, but doing that would just ruin me even more thank you very much.
Okay okay, sorry for being so negative but it just really annoys me. Anyways I like how this drawing turned out, especially the shading. It was kind of inspired from this song https://youtu.be/7Zvbr3kWHSI
I love that song,, it's very inspiring to me
I just can't, why won't you accept me how I am..?
I'm seriously S I C K of everyone telling me "You should behave more like a girl." "Wear something normal for once." "Stand up straight." "Why are you wearing that?? You're a girl." etc. etc.
This is fucking annoying. I would be trying to change if I could change, but I can't. I do not want to wear those uncomfortable clothes. I do not want to show my body to you. I do not want to look 'good' just for you. I have the right to wear my own style of clothing. I won't force myself to become someone else just because you want it and because it's 'good for me'. I just don't care anymore, I don't need to go by society's standards if they are forcing me to become who I am not. In the end, you don't even care about me.
Seriously, even my teacher started to butt into my preferences. One day when I was answering a question she pulled me over and started talking about how I am a girl and I should show that by wearing clothes and behaving a way that shows my beauty (which is nonexistent in my eyes) and unzipped my hoodie to look at what I was wearing underneath. Sorry, but doing that would just ruin me even more thank you very much.
Okay okay, sorry for being so negative but it just really annoys me. Anyways I like how this drawing turned out, especially the shading. It was kind of inspired from this song https://youtu.be/7Zvbr3kWHSI
I love that song,, it's very inspiring to me
Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Dinosaur
Size 932 x 1280px
File Size 134.2 kB
You don't have to apologize to anyone for being who you are. Least of all to them. I say this as both someone who doesn't fit into some of the "norms" of society and as a sociology major, but who you are isn't the problem. The problem is their rigid adherence to ideals of beauty and acceptance tied to conformance to a normality that's arbitrary at best and fabricated at worst. Just because you don't fit their standards of beauty doesn't mean you aren't beautiful. I see that beauty in your work and the way you talk about it. And the physical body serves as a vessel for the personality, so how can it not be beautiful?
Sorry for ranting. But you seem like a genuinely good person, and I'm sorry you have to deal with so many people trying to turn you into something you're not just to make themselves feel better or more comfortable. Especially when they don't even realize how close-minded they are.
Sorry for ranting. But you seem like a genuinely good person, and I'm sorry you have to deal with so many people trying to turn you into something you're not just to make themselves feel better or more comfortable. Especially when they don't even realize how close-minded they are.
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