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I wanted to sketch, wanted to draw.
Yet all I feel is frustration and agony.
I wanted to type, wanted to write.
All I'm able to say is AAARGH!
Why does pain exist? Why must I suffer so? What did I do to deserve this disease? Did I really spit in God's eye that much by telling him I don't believe in him?
This wasn't meant to be vent art. But hey, it happened. So if you haven't really seen, I was diagnosed with Carpal tunnel, on top of everything else. I've had surgery on my non-dominant hand, but... it's still not there. My left hand is next. This has been an ordeal for me, very frustrating and even though I keep trying to force myself to do things I SHOULDN'T, but damnit I WANT MY HANDS BACK!
It's okay, I'm not depressed- but still. I wonder, why me? Why did I go through the things I suffered as kid, why does my son not know me because I can't take him 24/7... why, did everything get stalled ONCE MORE because I started writing my book?
I swear, I can't catch a break.
I know, I'm no saint. I make mistakes. Some VERY big ones in the past, but... I like to think I don't deserve half the shit that comes my way.
Yet all I feel is frustration and agony.
I wanted to type, wanted to write.
All I'm able to say is AAARGH!
Why does pain exist? Why must I suffer so? What did I do to deserve this disease? Did I really spit in God's eye that much by telling him I don't believe in him?
This wasn't meant to be vent art. But hey, it happened. So if you haven't really seen, I was diagnosed with Carpal tunnel, on top of everything else. I've had surgery on my non-dominant hand, but... it's still not there. My left hand is next. This has been an ordeal for me, very frustrating and even though I keep trying to force myself to do things I SHOULDN'T, but damnit I WANT MY HANDS BACK!
It's okay, I'm not depressed- but still. I wonder, why me? Why did I go through the things I suffered as kid, why does my son not know me because I can't take him 24/7... why, did everything get stalled ONCE MORE because I started writing my book?
I swear, I can't catch a break.
I know, I'm no saint. I make mistakes. Some VERY big ones in the past, but... I like to think I don't deserve half the shit that comes my way.
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Rat
Size 679 x 659px
File Size 130.2 kB
I will eventually. My surgery was a few weeks ago and I already had the stitches removed. Sadly it was both hands, so I get to do the left hand right after the right finally heals. It's awful, but it'll be worth it. As for the Fibromyalgia, that's the big kicker. I wish there was any kind of ...help for it.
If my book takes off, I'm going to donate as much as possible to research for it. there's to many people who have it with so little knowledge to treat it. It's awful. We've known about it since the late 80s-ish and there are SIX TREATMENTS FOR IT. It's horrible.
If my book takes off, I'm going to donate as much as possible to research for it. there's to many people who have it with so little knowledge to treat it. It's awful. We've known about it since the late 80s-ish and there are SIX TREATMENTS FOR IT. It's horrible.
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