Night before an english exam. Universitet I'm aiming for is needing an approval of my knowledge of english (it isn't my native language). I had a good amount of time to become much better than I am right now. And.. so is literally with everything I do. I have the time to become better in digital drawing, animation, school subjects. I have the time to take seriously my physical condition and cure my body. But.. I never take these chances and always, ALWAYS am missing deadlines.

Anxiety mixes with hatred towards myself