redid a piece i did last year with what changes i'd want to make to her design
i don't have any of my old files anymore so it's watermarked.
im not quite sure what my full size vs chibi style is anymore;;

kind of a long rant thing inc
it's always hard for me to get into a place where im happy with my art. there's always the overlooming idea where if i draw what makes me happy, i might not ever improve to the point where i want.
yet forcing myself to improve just makes me feel like crap. i worry about my age and how by the time i get there i'll be too old for the community i enjoy to be in.
it's hard not ot feel inadequate when there are people around my age or younger that are much better at art than me.
i always regretted not continuing art when i was younger but it's not something to dwell on as it's already over.
plus i've never been an extremely social person, and frankly talking to anyone makes me a nervous wreck, im always afraid to offend so i hold back so much that i want to say.
it seems like it's all a complex game where you have to make connections but it just feels so dishonest and a huge pain.
but then i know i overthink things all the time and i gotta take what i can get.

anyway, here's to another year of improvement hopefully