This is a really old picture I took a picture of on my camera and though I may as well upload it too because I like it.
I have absolutly no idea what I did with this....I remeber taking it somewhere for some reason and probably leaving it there, but I don't remember why.

This is a very old picture I drew of myself (a human) drowning at sea, I was depressed like I was quite often/still am and have this feeling when I get down in the gutter like I'm drifting, drowning in waves of things I have no control over, barely breathing, yet not sinking. And staying there forever lost at sea, unable to sleep and drown peacefully, just waiting for the waters to swollow me whole, and they never do.

Depressions like having my lungs filled with water.

I kinda just ignore the sad anymore, I've found it's alot easier to be numb to the world. And be happy when those times are called for.

If only I could learn to do that with my anger problems, I'm very angry often.

I don't think my company helps with this, hateful lil bastards the lot of them :3

Upon staring at this picture while writing, I messed up alot on the face, but it's prolly 2-3 years old.